Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Follow Me - Uncle Kracker

Today, my heart hurts, but maybe in a good way. You know when you come to a realization that could quite possibly change your life? That happened to me this past week. I realized that there is a man who I may truly love...be in love with. I've known for six years almost and I hope to know him the rest of my life.

We have feelings for each other that is for certain. We have told each other, but, well, there is a rather large distance between us at the moment. Physically I mean. To the few I have talked to personally about this subject they have asked the question "Why not start a relationship while he is in town and then try a long distance relationship?". My answer may sound awful but it is what is the truth to me. Why would you be in a relationship when you cannot be with them? Now I know there are many exceptions to this. Families in the military, spouses that have to travel, etc. But when a relationship is new, I do not think it appropriate to be so far apart.

I still love him and have feelings for him. That is not going to change. We'll see what happens.