The Story of Your Life - We The Kings

Ramble Ramble Ramble.

So over the past two and half weeks I have had a Cyst on my Tailbone. Seriously one of the most painful things I have ever experienced. Not being to sit, lay down, bend over...it blows. Not fun. Anyways..there is a point to this ramble I promise. My doctor put me on Antibiotics to help the cyst go down (which YES they worked their magic) BUT they completely stole my appetite and I didn't really eat anything for two weeks. I dropped ten pounds. That is super awesome but now I really want Taco Bell like nobody's business. Dilemma Dilemma. 

Edge of Seventeen - Stevie Nicks

I guess I am pretty bad at this whole Blog thing. Haven't been able to keep up with it. Really going to change that. As always I am here to talk about love. For the past five and a half months I have been...seeing...a man..let's call him Grey. Things were very clear to me in the beginning. It was summer, it was hot, it was time for fun. But as the seasons change, (or at least I think it is supposed to be fall, I live in Southern California...we do not get seasons) I see myself changing, wanting more I feel. Call it growing up maybe? Or perhaps just urging myself to move on. As always though, there is that part of me that wants to stay with Grey, wants a relationship out of him. I guess I am scared to bring it up to him? Scared that he will call everything off all together? Oh lord, I really am such a girl when it comes to these things. Let us be real though shall we? Friends with benefits is only meant to last so long. 

Work is work. Doing what I can to make a difference. I really do see myself moving up with the Company so we shall see what this upcoming year brings me. Times are definitely changing I can tell you all that. I hope everyone (and by everyone I mean the two whole people that will read this) had a wonderful Halloween. I was at work at Halloween Horror Nights with a Cyst on my Tailbone, which is still there. It was oh so tons of fun. 

I will try and be back in a day or some with some sort of amazing story to tell you. 

For now....I bid you farewell.